{"id":465,"date":"2011-11-15T00:18:25","date_gmt":"2011-11-15T00:18:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/?page_id=465"},"modified":"2011-11-17T23:59:06","modified_gmt":"2011-11-17T23:59:06","slug":"sometimes-in-the-fall","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/november-15th-2011-issue\/muse\/sometimes-in-the-fall\/","title":{"rendered":"Poems"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\u00a0&#8220;Sometimes in the Fall&#8221;Anonymous<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>watch as lazy sweet days of<\/div>\n<div>cool lake breeze licking at sticky skin<\/div>\n<div>scarlet mandevillas opening their strumpet leaves, wilting, opening again<\/div>\n<div>kissing as raindrops slip down and become a glassy stream (when we breathe our<\/div>\n<div>faces, empty and confused, stare up from watery glass)<\/div>\n<div>dancing under sizzling blue light of mosquito lamps<\/div>\n<div>singing your name to the unruly wind (hearing it dissipate, rippling richly across space &amp;<\/div>\n<div>time)<\/div>\n<div>\u00a0<\/div>\n<div>evaporate<\/div>\n<div>like a half glass of French Chardonnay left<\/div>\n<div>out on the wood porch swing<\/div>\n<div>in blistering August sun<\/div>\n<div>(oh there&#8217;s nothing left but tendrils of the scent of rotten grapes, wrapping round and<\/div>\n<div>round the senses, python of tannins, wrangling, strangling)<\/div>\n<div>\u00a0<\/div>\n<div>sometimes, in the fall,<\/div>\n<div>i think of you and blistering August sun.<\/div>\n<div>\u00a0<\/div>\n<div>sometimes, in the fall,<\/div>\n<div>i think<\/div>\n<div>of all the Chardonnay, headier than before,<\/div>\n<div>still left<\/div>\n<div>out on the riviera.<\/div>\n<div>\u00a0<\/div>\n<div>\u00a0<\/div>\n<div>&#8220;Petition of an Atheist&#8221;<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>Qiuming Yang<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Lord,<\/p>\n<p>If you exist, in any shape or form,<\/p>\n<p>Please take away my anguish<\/p>\n<p>And appease the tempest in my heart.<\/p>\n<p>For it has ravaged the peaceful calmness<\/p>\n<p>That is the sanctuary of my thoughts.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The sweet and clear stream in which my psyche flourished,<\/p>\n<p>Now flows as bitterly as the water of Acheron.<\/p>\n<p>The loss of a paradise gave birth to a dystopia.<\/p>\n<p>After all they are only one step apart.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>In no battle can two victors emerge,<\/p>\n<p>One\u2019s luck is another\u2019s misfortune.<\/p>\n<p>The sweeter the victory,<\/p>\n<p>The more bitter the defeat.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Out! Hideous sight!<\/p>\n<p>The greater part of grief is a false creation of the mind.<\/p>\n<p>Where reality relents, nightmare takes its toll.<\/p>\n<p>Is this the genesis of insanity?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Lord,<\/p>\n<p>Please forgive me,<\/p>\n<p>Because I do not believe in you,<\/p>\n<p>But for the moment you are my only light.<\/p>\n<p>Amen.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>&#8220;Poem of Despair&#8221;<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>Qiuming Yang<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>The burden of living brings much fatigue,<\/p>\n<p>The world\u2019s wickedness makes the hurt hurt more.<\/p>\n<p>Despair spreads like an all-consuming plague,<\/p>\n<p>Death stands as the only wide open door.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Flowers wilt and crickets cry,<\/p>\n<p>The song of perishing anguish<\/p>\n<p>Echoes through the land where the fallen lie.<\/p>\n<p>The spirits of vengeance never vanquish.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Fiery torch burns in relentless wrath,<\/p>\n<p>Humanity ends where savagery starts,<\/p>\n<p>Mercy doth cure the plague if thou hath,<\/p>\n<p>Sanctuary lies not in the Devil\u2019s heart.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Poem&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Anonymous<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t remember much about<\/p>\n<p>The night<\/p>\n<p>You told me you loved me<\/p>\n<p>In a room littered<\/p>\n<p>With bags and changes of clothes<\/p>\n<p>Things to spend the night<\/p>\n<p>Her picture watched you<\/p>\n<p>From its place on the wall<\/p>\n<p>Smiling<\/p>\n<p>As you took my face in your hands<\/p>\n<p>And kissed me<\/p>\n<p>My pulse racing<\/p>\n<p>Trying to keep up with your chaotic slur of words<\/p>\n<p>Eyes glazed over<\/p>\n<p>By a mist<\/p>\n<p>We called love<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>\u00a0<\/div>\n<div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0&#8220;Sometimes in the Fall&#8221;Anonymous &nbsp; watch as lazy sweet days of cool lake breeze licking at sticky skin scarlet mandevillas opening their strumpet leaves, wilting, opening again kissing as raindrops slip down and become a glassy stream (when we breathe &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/november-15th-2011-issue\/muse\/sometimes-in-the-fall\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":41,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-465","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/465","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=465"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/465\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":467,"href":"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/465\/revisions\/467"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/41"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/graffiti.ntci.on.ca\/2011-12\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=465"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}